naked...

ppl said i see through ppl's hearts...mind reader...actually i not really like to do that...
coz i dun like ppl to see through me,don't like the feel of naked...so normally i just like to keep all those understandings bout someone to myself..

some ppl chose to grow in a relationship..
some ppl chose to grow then only get into a relationship..coz too scared to get hurt...

to get hurt to learn to grow or
to be mature enough to take those hurts?

which one? actually either which still will bring u the same consequences,u still will learn..:)

Time flies,everyday life is just different,full of challenges...flash back,and i realized that i have gone through a lot...fall down,learned to stand and keep going.. If i were given an option..maybe i rather choose not to fall so much to learn...but if never fall,for a new generation person like me,do i really will learn so fast?

Ppl fall,coz we are human...we are weak in some way...that is why we need God's mercy,kindness,grace and love to forgive us and to move on and on... I just cant describe how great the God is to me..I have already lost count for how many times he forgave me but yet he is still showing grace and mercy on me...that he always hold me with his big hands..

I am too cautious and conscious bout how i handle things especially in boy gal relationship...being mature? no...i think i am a coward...that to get hurts...i shield myself too nice,hiding myself...hiding my feelings...maybe as days go by,i will forget the true am...doesn't it sound scary?
maybe one day is really someone can see me,the truly am..then i think that's the person is meant for me...