想你

我想你
能亲口对你说吗？

只能远远望着
只能回忆着你

闻着你给我的东西
回忆你的一却
能让我再次拥有吗？

期望能倒在你怀里
闻着你的气息
听着你的心跳
贪恋你的体温
希望这是永远

这是奢望吗？

是不是我伤人太多了
现在自己在受？

回忆一却跟你的曾经拥有
你的味道
你的温柔
你的体谅
你的谅解
你的理解
你的用心

也许就只有你
我才能拥有
才能觉得幸福

missing u..

I miss u...i hope i can tell u...
like someone, can just miss him...watch him from far...
Dreaming that i can hold his hand tightly..can hug him..feel his heartbeat...
feel secure in his embrace..

Enjoy palpitation every time i think about him...enjoy the fragrance from the his belongings..

THough we cant be together..but..its so subtle..I just miss him so much.

what have i done?

why i always hurt ppl around me? always screw things up...scare all the ppl away from me...
i feel so bad and cry each time i hurt one...rather hurt myself than others..

Or where is my self worth?
what am i?

why i just like to screw things up???haih...i am really lost again...i dun where am i and dunno myself anymore...i am just a piece of shit...freaking crazy cheap slut...